I’m the
only person I know who has bathed in the waters of Lourdes , where the Blessed Virgin appeared to
St. Bernadette almost 150 years ago and where 5,000,000 annually flock, many
looking for a miracle. Bathing in the waters of Lourdes is something that I’ve looked upon as
virtually a unique experience, and it is - at least in the circles in which
I’ve traveled. How many people do you know who have had a miraculous experience,
whether successful or not?
I was born with a club foot plus additional
complications. It was these additional complications – a leg of stunted growth,
a knee that didn’t bend – that made me a candidate for a miracle. My parents
had been told by the orthopedist that a portion of my leg would be amputated
when I reached puberty so that I could be fitted with a “normal” prosthesis. My
mother, a firm believer in the teachings of the Church, felt that God could be
called upon to prevent the amputation and render me whole. It was natural for
her to put her beliefs into practice, so off to Lourdes we went in the summer of my eleventh
year.
The heart of the shrine then as now was the
grotto, the site of the first miracle (the discovery of a spring where none had
existed). It is the water from this spring that has miraculous powers.
Naturally, the area surrounding the grotto was filled with the infirm in
wheelchairs, on crutches, lying on stretchers, leaning on their companions.
People of all ages and with all sorts of maladies had come, as we had, to be
made healthy. Hundreds of crutches enveloped the small chapel that had been
built into the grotto; they had been left by those who were cured at Lourdes .
The grotto still housed the miracle spring, but
the water was now piped into a building where there were rooms containing bath
tubs. It was to one of these tubs that my mother accompanied me and watched and
prayed as I sat in the miraculous waters. Most bathers must have found the
experience very moving. But I did not. Perhaps, I was too young, too wrapped up
in my daily life, too eager to get on to the next experience, not enough of a
believer. Who knows why? My strong feeling then and my vivid memory all these
years later is that the water was cold. That’s it! No thoughts of a miracle and
what that might mean. No prayers. No appreciation of what my parents had gone
through to bring me there. Just the typical self-centeredness of a pampered
child.
One could conclude that, in addition to being a
spoiled brat, I was also a child of the scientific century, where miracles did
not occur, where science could explain everything, and, thus, it was right and
fitting that my reaction was primarily physical. The scientist would say that
my parents were superstitious and simply grasping at straws to help their
child.
Fifty-five years later, there is a certain truth
to these conclusions. But, in these same fifty-five years, there have been
times where the truly unexplainable did happen to me and people I know.
Perhaps, the world doesn’t move solely and at all times to the laws of science.
Science has yet to fully explain the power our minds and spirit can exert over
our bodies. Maybe I was wrong in 1948 and after. Had I been blessed or more
receptive, a miracle might have occurred to me as it did, according to Lourdes ’ records, to
Maddalena Carini who visited the shrine a month after me.
I acknowledge that man is gullible and can be
easily deceived by others or his own wishful thinking. Mass hallucinations have
occurred. Pious frauds have existed. Closer, more comprehensive and independent
examinations have explained away a number of claims of the miraculous. And,
yet, there remains a doubt in my mind that questions the certitude of those who
assert the impossibility of miracles.
Have miracles occurred at Lourdes ? I’m not sure, but the process of
verifying that a miracle happened there is fairly conservative. There are two
levels of medical investigation. The first level, it is true, is that of the
Medical Bureau at Lourdes .
One could argue that, being based in Lourdes ,
they have a vested interest in finding miraculous cures. But, there are some
built-in safeguards to minimize this. The most important of these safeguards is
time. The person claiming to be cured first has to demonstrate that he had a
condition incurable by medical means before
he visited Lourdes .
Then, the claimant must return at least one and, often, many years later for
subsequent examination. Only if 75% of the doctors agree is the case referred
to the second level.
This second level, which was established in 1947,
consists of thirty medical specialists from around the world. Again, time is
the primary safeguard to prevent false claims. The claimant can be examined for
several years before a decision is reached. This second level, the Lourdes
International Medical Committee, has referred only 29 (2.2%) of the 1300 cases
they have investigated up to the third level, the religious level.
This third level is comprised of priests,
theologians and canonists, whom the skeptic would claim to be very prone to
seeing miracles where none exist. However, of the 29 cases referred to them,
they have rejected about one-third. So that since 1947, only 1½% (19 of 1300)
of the claims of a miracle have been approved. That is, 19 of the cures
ascribed to the waters of Lourdes
have been found to be “certain, definitive and medically inexplicable”. Furthermore, in the past 145 years, despite
the hundreds of crutches arrayed around the chapel, only 66 miracles are
claimed, or one every two years or so.
In fact, in the past fifty-five years, that average has increased to more than
two years and eight months.
Yes, it does seem odd to be talking about
miracles in the twenty-first century. But maybe these claims are justified. Have
I been unable to explain a tiny percentage (1½) of events that have happened to
me over the years? Do odd things happen once every two years or so? I’d have to
answer “yes” to both questions. What would your answer be?
Have miracles occurred at Lourdes ? You tell me.
2 comments:
One postulate may surmise that without your immersion in said "miraculous" waters of Lourdes you, Alexander, may have continued on a path into your life as an "average" or (self-proclaimed) "spoiled brat" instead of becoming the absolutely remarkable man that everyone who has ever met you would attest to?
Any of the priests or scientists you quote take this into account?
Absolutely loved this article, even though I knew before I read the first sentence that the trip to Lourdes had not worked out the way your parents hoped. I remember well from fifty years ago your on-going battle with the wooden leg with leather harness and also the positive attitude that you had about the damn thing. Hopefully, the technology has continued to improve. Also, know that when I recieved the post I was in Hue, Vietnam and had just finished reading "Hue - 1968," which described the fighting there related to the Tet offensive. Of course, it was the suprising losses that really fueled the anti-war movement and protest movement. And, of course that led to memories of a few guys sitting around a conference table in Beford, Mass. later in '68 trying to come up with a name of a software testing product that we had an idea for. Names were being tossed around and you said, "How about Pro/Test?" We dare not do that everyone said in different ways. And, then the rest is history we agreed on "Pro/Test" and IT ACTUALLY WORKED. I consider that a miracle of kinds.
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